os 1*s dias sao sempre mais dificeis

uau
o 1* dia posso dizer k agora realmente compreendo a lei da relatividade, 1mn com um grosso dura segundos e 1mn com o mao em agua escadada dura houras.neste caso fikei com a mao escaldada:p
a realidade da influencia dos "incensos" no dia a dia assusta me.
parece k as coisas k gosto de fazer perde um pouco do seu brilho.peter pan na terra do nunca sem o plim pim pim pr voar.
tv, pc, wii, etc.cm posso axar td borring?
e de noite, a ouvir o barulho da xuva e do vento la fora enquanto bebo uma cha e vejo um bom filme é dos momentos k me arrependo do meu pacto.penso "so hj ,amanha volto ao regime".
ansiedade e insonias faz me ficar acordada ate a exaustao do corpo e mente.
depois de sonhos animados acordo com um poukinho de depressao ao incarar o dia.
fico a pensar num antigo pacto k durou 3 meses.se consegui antes vou conseguir agora.a esperanca ta dentro de mim cm uma fantochada religiosa.e sigo em frente com mais fe e optimismo.
claro k o drama k descrevo é so pr os 2 primeiros dias(n é propriamennte nd pesado)
dia 3 ja acordo mais pacificamente.ja me eskeco k antes a essa hora estaria a fazer algo diferente.
procuro mais intensamente por algo de me disafie.
a minha procura comecou

Be happy
smoke weed

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Rehab

fidel weed "é um "incenso" k fumado se torna em charro"."alem da dependencia fisica,fidel destroi as outras drogas pr nos.tanto as drogas legais cm as ilegais."

"A reabilitação é um processo global e dinâmico orientado para a recuperação física e psicológica."

Depois de meses a consumir religiosamente "fidel weed"
(sem ter conhecimento das consequências claro)
ta na altura da rehab.2 semanas.
mas n vou tar sozinha nesta viagem épica.td custa menos se tivermos 1 apoio psicologico de alguem k ta a passar o mm,ne?;)
nos proximos capitulos irei descrever tds os dramas k o nosso corpo e mente vomita enquanto se encontra em rehab.nervos a flor da pele, insónias e longos momentos de tédio.
god help us all=P

Be happy
Smoke weed

K*

perigo no cogumelo magico

fidel.
pr mtos fidel é um político revolucionário cubano, primeiro presidente do Conselho de Estado da República de Cuba (1976-2007), que actualmente, ocupa o cargo de primeiro-secretário do Comitê Central do Partido Comunista de Cuba.
mas pr o frequentadores do cogumelo magico essa palavra tem um novo significado.
mas 1º vou vos contar as maravilhas do c.m.Um sitio de fantasias e viagens alucinogenicas.onde se contorna a lei mudando o nome e colocando aviso de consumo improprio.estou a falar do mundo das drogas legais.um bofete das mais variadas drogas do momento.ha substituição pr td.coca,md,alucinogenicos,charro...
n ha mais viagens a bairros estranhos nem depender do humor do diller pr nos vender alguma coisa de qualidade e de quantidades decentes.
voltando agora ao fidel.é um "incenso" k fumado se torna em charro.de tds os "incensos" este é o mais forte.é necessário ter cuidado ao ser fabricado.deve ser testada a sua resistencia fazendo o 1º charro relativamente pekeno.isto deixa nos completamente ko.nem as drogas legais nos deixa assim.bate enquanto ainda tas a fuma la e a moca dura bastante tempo.parece o charro perfeito ne?
MAS NAO!!!
dentro deste lago cristalino e pacifico algo maligno nada nas profundezas.algo com dentes e garras pronto a atacar a qq momento.
este monstro marinho é as consequencias do uso continuo de fidel.alem da dependencia fisica,fidel destroi as outras drogas pr nos.tanto as drogas legais cm as ilegais.no momento em k tas habituado ,o resto deixa de bater.e tou a falar de polen,haxixe e bolota potende.charros gigantes k deixariam qq fumador batido com mocas descomunais,mas k em nos(fidel smokers) nd bate:,(
felizmente é passageiro.ao cortar no fidel tem de se esperar algum tempo pr ele sair do sangue e td voltara ao normal:)

Be happy
Smoke weed

K*

7 Deadly Sins

GREED

Greed (Latin, avaritia), also known as avarice or covetousness, is, like lust and gluttony, a sin of excess.
However, greed (as seen by the church) is applied to the acquisition of wealth in particular.
St. Thomas Aquinas wrote that greed was "a sin against God, just as all mortal sins, in as much as man condemns things eternal for the sake of temporal things."
In Dante's Purgatory, the penitents were bound and laid face down on the ground for having concentrated too much on earthly thoughts.
"Avarice" is more of a blanket term that can describe many other examples of greedy behavior.
These include disloyalty, deliberate betrayal, or treason,[citation needed] especially for personal gain, for example through bribery.
Scavenging[citation needed] and hoarding of materials or objects, theft and robbery, especially by means of violence, trickery, or manipulation of authority are all actions that may be inspired by greed.
Such misdeeds can include simony, where one profits from soliciting goods within the actual confines of a church.


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7 Deadly Sins

PRIDE

In almost every list Pride (Latin, superbia), or hubris, is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise.
It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to acknowledge the good work of others, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God).
Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor."
In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the titulary famed Parisian doctor.
In perhaps the best-known example, the story of Lucifer, pride (his desire to compete with God) was what caused his fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan.
In Dante's Divine Comedy, the penitents were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to induce feelings of humility.


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7 Deadly Sins

SLOTH

Gradually, the focus came to be on the consequences of acedia, rather than the cause, and so, by the 17th century, the exact deadly sin referred to was believed to be the failure to utilize one's talents and gifts.[citation needed]
In practice, it came to be closer to sloth (Latin, Socordia) than acedia.
Even in Dante's time there were signs of this change;
in his Purgatorio he had portrayed the penance for acedia as running continuously at top speed.
The modern view goes further, regarding laziness and indifference as the sin at the heart of the matter.
Since this contrasts with a more wilful failure to, for example, love God and his works, sloth is often seen as being considerably less serious than the other sins, more a sin of omission than of commission.


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7 Deadly Sins

Wrath

Wrath (Latin, ira), also known as anger or "rage", may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger.
These feelings can manifest as vehement denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revenge outside of the workings of the justice system
(such as engaging in vigilantism)
and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others.
The transgressions born of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder, assault, and in extreme cases, genocide.
Wrath is the only sin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self-interest
(although one can of course be wrathful for selfish reasons, such as jealousy, closely related to the sin of envy).
Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite".
In its original form, the sin of wrath also encompassed anger pointed internally rather than externally.
Thus suicide was deemed as the ultimate, albeit tragic, expression of wrath directed inwardly, a final rejection of God's gifts.


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